So, new year, new post right?
Everyone says 'i've grown so much this year', but arn't we always growing? I guess it's a contrasting statement. Or maybe it's in the way we grow: what direction our growth is going in or how it expands. Maybe it's the situations we grow from...I'm trying to explain my 'growth' this year.
I hate saying 'i've grown this year' because everyone says it when mulling over the last year. I'll be specific, I've learned more about a new part of myself for the negative. Granite, there are some positives, but the cumulation of it all is the exposition of my downfalls, weaknesses, and problems as a person. Although knowing what they are and putting a name on them is a positive, I feel there's more to be seen and it's only going to be dissapointing.
I've changed in a year. I've lost my light. I am not innocent. I'm an adult. I am immature. I am depressed. All the while I've opened my eyes.
I won't apologize for this being a downer post because this is what I am along with other aspects; I'm only sorry if you didn't know.
The one positive thing that comes to mind when I think of this year is Kelly. We finally became best friends this year and she's stuck with me. In every way possible she is amazing, and I couldn't ask for anything better.
So happy new year and welcome 2007. | 
